photo and poem: katalin pusztaszeri
An impulse:
Is a squirt-gun left in your pocket...never goes off, just spurts out into your eye-balls and pretends
Is an interrupted punch into the vacuum of space, a hulking wobble which never hits targets
Is a gross fired sexist comment, fizzling out in air pulling out faces, leaving despise and repugnance
Is an abusive stalker message...it generates fear and abhorrence in the victim's head who is finally unable to press charges against the criminal
Is an unsated greedy mouse-click to buy the thousandth rag for to be left in the closet and pass it to micro moth's teeth for effacement
A manic ritual act for pushing LIKES on social media; maintain and gratify the shallow; express the unsought, the suppressed desire of "something else"
Is a desperate/hopeless aim to fulfill the requirements of being a woman, keep the socio-economic norms, satisfy the loved ones by your side in your environment
Is a narcissistic promise, an indecent lie of leaders smashed into your face daily to change the country's unchangeable living conditions and circumstances
Is an unreturned infatuation, an absurd endeavor to fascinate an imaginary person, the desired object...this blind impulse would never boil cold-bloods...you bet
My main one: Is an aborted self-justification act...a claustrophobic attempt to shrink-in' the calloused edges of open wounds or refill the voracious mouth of behemoth-nothingness.
about the artist: katalin pusztaszeri
Katalin Pusztaszeri is an art professional and photographer living in Budapest, Hungary. She started taking photographs in 2013, as a part of her recovery from a spinal cord surgery. In the beginning, she used photography as neuro-feedback to alter her attention from pain and anxiety. She realized that by means of creation, she has been able to release all of the suppressed and latent feelings she felt were clogged in her body throughout the years. At this point, creating pictures has become an urgent and utmost need to convey her thoughts and ideas toward the outside world.
