lyrics: ninfa lillampi

song of a bitch

Coulda been 

Shoulda been 

A blue ball bitch

But, I was nice

And let you have me twice

In the dark 

In the bed

That we shared for two nights

It wasn’t you 

It wasn’t me

Necessarily

I wish I was stronger

The arms of my boundaries longer

To push away

And hold

My truth and soul between us

Coulda been

Shoulda been 

A Queen Size Bitch

You said I should lose weight

To better participate

In the light 

In the bed

That we shared for four months

I don’t blame you 

I don’t blame me

A Queen Size Bitch

How could I be?

When everything in our world

Told me

To be

What you needed me to be

How can we be better?

Apart 

And together

Some laughter will always be tainted

I never was sainted

Like I thought

I would be

If I pleased everybody

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about the songwriter: ninfa lillampi

ninfa, in addition to being a rock star, is a mother and scholar who always wears her damn mask. Also she voted.